Books vs. Films 2

A few months ago, I wrote a blog post about adaptations of books that I think are better or just as good as the books themselves. As soon as I published the post, I thought of a few other adaptations that fit the prompt. So I’m back for a part two. This time I have three movies to talk about so I hope you enjoy!

DISCLAIMER: I don’t really watch movies anymore and am just not a movie person in general so these are just my opinions don’t attack me lol.

The first adaptation I want to talk about is Pride and Prejudice. There is a lot of debate over which adaptation is the best but I’m really partial to the 2005 film. Pride and Prejudice, is the second Austen book I read and I really enjoy it. But sometimes, I want to spend a cozy afternoon with this story but not commit to rereading the book. This film scratches the itch almost as much as the book does. I think most people know what this story is about and I sometimes find Austen novels difficult to summarize but this is a romance between Elizabeth and Darcy. There are dances, family drama, and misunderstandings. It’s just a nice time. When I reflect on this film, the first thing that stands out is the scenery. The entire atmosphere is beautiful and feels so warm. It’s such a comforting movie to watch and even though you know most of what’s going to happen, it just makes me happy to watch unfold. I also just love the family dynamics in this story. In the film, Kitty is played by Carey Mulligan and she’s one of my favorites. I’m certain I’ll be watching this movie again really soon because just writing about it makes me want to experience it again.

The next film I want to talk about is also based on a classic novel. It also stars Kiera Knightley. And that’s the 2012 Anna Karenina adaptation. I read this book five or six years ago and it took quite a while to finish but I thoroughly enjoyed it. This story follows Anna who goes to visit her brother and try to save his marriage. While she’s there, she meets Count Vronsky and starts developing feelings for him. Her husband then says she has to choose between Vronsky, and her family. There’s a ton of characters and other side plots in this story but that’s the main gist. The film leaves out quite a bit because it has to but I still really enjoy the watching experience. I don’t think it will work for everyone, though. If you don’t enjoy stories involving extra-marital affairs or just Russian classics in general, then of course you might not like the movie but there’s also something about the way the story is told in the movie that is a little different. The film is framed in a way where it looks like it’s happening on a stage. I think it’s an interesting thing to watch and really compliments the dramatic nature of the story and the fact that the main characters are socialites performing for each other. I also appreciate most of the cuts the film chose to make because Leo Tolstoy talks at length about Russian politics at the time in a way that doesn’t always feel directly connected to the story so the movie allows you to enjoy the main plot and not trudge through some of the more tedious parts.

The last film I want to talk about is one that I watched before I read the book. I then read the book and realized just how much the movie improved upon the source text. Dumplin’ follows Willowdean, the plus-sized daughter of a beauty queen as she falls in love, mourns the loss of her aunt, and enters a beauty pageant to make a statement. Both Willowdean as a character and the overall plot are greatly improved upon by the movie. Willowdean is definitely more unlikable in the book and that’s fine for me but I know that a lot of people have issues with her in the book. I also just think the plot of the book is a little slow. The movie just feels a little more focused and moves a bit faster. I don’t know how to explain why I’ve watched this movie twice other than the vibes are just really great. The Dolly Parton songs, the small-town atmosphere that reminds me of where I grew up, and the strained relationship between mother and daughter really speak to me. I do think there’s some value in reading the book if you like YA contemporary that’s more character than plot-driven BUT if you’re unsure, I’d just recommend giving the movie a watch because it’s just a nice time.

I’m keeping a list of adaptations I want to talk about for this series but since I’m not a big movie watcher, it might be a while before I have another of these. Let me know any adaptations you really enjoy!

My Relationship With Star Ratings

When I first joined the book community, I put a lot of stock in star ratings and I felt like it was such a big part of people’s book reviews. But as I’ve been consuming book content and making book content for almost a year now, I have some thoughts about star ratings that I’d like to talk about. If you’re looking for definitive opinions and answers, this isn’t the blog post for you because I’m still really trying to think through my feelings but maybe we can have a dialogue about ratings and their usefulness.

I want to begin by talking about where I really find and acknowledge star ratings as useful. First, and most importantly, these ratings are important from a marketing standpoint and really helps the author to get people talking about their books. If you go somewhere such as Goodreads or Amazon and see the average rating is low or high, you might feel a certain way about the book. This is particularly important for books written by marginalized authors since it can already be a struggle for them to have the same marketing resources and publishing opportunities as white, straight, able-bodied, cis authors. High ratings can really help them not only get their current book in front of more people but it can also help with their future opportunities and endeavors.

I also think that star ratings can be a good initial indicator of whether or not you will enjoy a book. If everyone is giving a book five stars, that might be a good indicator that there’s some sort of universal appeal. On the other hand, if people are giving a book one or two stars left and right, that might indicate that you should look into why this is the case.

But here’s where things get a little more complicated for me – What about those middle-of-the-road books? What about those books that had equally positive and negative aspects? In order to fully explain what I mean here, I want to talk through my process of reading and rating The Kiss Quotient by Helen Hoang. If you don’t know, this is a romance book based on Pretty Woman with an autistic main character. For probably the first half of this book or maybe even more, I loved this book. I was having such a great time and couldn’t put it down. But as the story progressed, I started noticing some things that gave me pause. These things primarily regarded the love interest, Michael. He is hired by the main character, Stella, to help her practice sex and dating so that she feels confident in those things. Sometimes Stella would express discomfort with what Michael proposed but he would push forward anyway and Stella did, ultimately, enjoy it. This gave me pause but I really started thinking about it more towards the end of the book when Michael displayed some serious jealousy.

While looking through these reviews, I found some discourse regarding Stella having her anxiety surrounding sex and dating being seduced out of her by Michael. A huge part of why Stella is so nervous in these situations is because of her autism; she’s afraid of saying and doing the wrong things because she can’t read social cues like neurotypical people can.

I couldn’t write a review without bringing this to people’s attention so how do I give this book a fair star-rating? My hope is that people will read the entire review and not just look at my star-rating and keep scrolling, but we know that’s not the case, generally. I also don’t want to give this book a middle-ground rating balancing out my enjoyment and concerns when it definitely has the potential to harm some people in the autism community. On the other hand, many people do commend this for the autism rep and the fact that Helen Hoang wrote this around the time she received her own diagnosis. A star rating isn’t going to encompass the conversation that should be had when talking about this book. It won’t even come close, but as discussed at the beginning of this post, numbers can be really helpful for marginalized authors.

I’m not condoning high ratings just because someone is in a marginalized group and writing about marginalized characters, but I did enjoy so much of this book and don’t want to rate it super low because of the last quarter of the book. So how do I give this book a fair star rating? I can’t. On Goodreads, I gave it a three stars and hope people will read my reasoning behind the rating.

While The Kiss Quotient might be an extreme example of me having mixed feelings about a book, it does happen sometimes and it displays elements of other issues I come across when rating and reviewing a book. On my IG account and my recent reads posts here, I have gotten away from using star ratings, completely. I use the CAWPILE system to establish an initial rating but I don’t think any system can fully encompass the complex feelings I have for many books. Sometimes it can and that’s great but it just doesn’t always work out.

Basically, I’m really confused and torn as to what to do when it comes to rating. I know that I might be overthinking everything but I majored in English twice so that’s just how it works in this brain. How do you decide what to rate a book? Is it a gut feeling? Do you have certain criteria? What are they? Help.

Books vs. Films

I know we’ve all heard “the book is always better” but is it? A lot of times, the answer is definitely “yes.” I know I get this feeling in my stomach when I hear about a book I love being adapted into a movie or TV show and it sure isn’t excitement. I get nervous because I’m afraid they’ll leave out my favorite scene or character or the casting will be AWFUL or they’ll try to force it to be something it isn’t. But sometimes… I think the movie is just as good, if not better and today I want to talk about three times when I was pleasantly surprised.

DISCLAIMER: I don’t really watch movies anymore and am just not a *movie person* in general so these are just my opinions don’t attack me lol.

Legolas and Gimli from the LOTR films.

The first adaptation that comes to mind is The Lord of the Rings trilogy. I’m not talking about The Hobbit because those films just didn’t hit for me but LOTR is a different story. I grew up watching these films and I’m sure that has something to do with my opinion but I reread the series this past year and I don’t think my feelings come entirely from a place of nostalgia. It’s clear that in writing this series, Tolkien’s number one goal was to build his own world. He isn’t afraid to spend pages describing the history of places the fellowship travels to and through. He gives so many details and so much description and while I admire the hard work Tolkien put into his writing, sometimes I find it hard to keep reading for long periods of time. I get distracted and sometimes, a little bored. There’s also the way the second and third books are structured that makes the reading process a bit different than what modern readers might be used to. We end up spending SO MUCH time with one set of characters and don’t hear from the others at all. We get glimpses of what they’re doing but it isn’t until much later that we do a rewind and get to spend time with the other group. It’s just not a structure I’m used to reading and it makes it difficult to get through at times. The films choose to jump back and forth between groups and it just makes the story feel more fast-paced and enjoyable. 

This is not to say that I hate the books. I enjoyed reading this series and have a lot of respect for what Tolkien created. I certainly could never create something that complex. I also recognize it as having a huge role in the development of fantasy as a genre. I just think the films are much more accessible and fun.

Cecilia and Robbie in Atonement

The last two examples I want to talk about aren’t so much about thinking the adaptation is better but about me loving them equally. So that means we’re going to talk about Ian McEwan’s Atonement. I have mixed feelings about McEwan and his work but Atonement very well might be my favorite book of all time. It’s a WWII historical fiction that follows Briony Tallis after she accused the wrong man of a horrible crime and her journey to atone for that. The film, whose ending is slightly different and doesn’t work *quite* as well as the book’s ending, is overall just as great and I revisit it all the time. It’s difficult for me to explain why I love this story so much but I think it’s mostly down to the tragic romance. The man who was wrongly accused is, of course, separated from Briony’s older sister, his true love, and seeing what becomes of them just makes me so sad and if you’re new here, I like to consume sad media. It just really does it for me. The first time I read the book, I was shocked by the narrative twist towards the end and immediately had to text the only person I knew who had also read the book because I just needed to scream about it. I then went to watch the film which stars Keira Knightley and James McAvoy 😍 and was equally wrapped up in the tragedy and romance. I expected to be totally disappointed but I wasn’t. And for someone, again, who doesn’t really watch movies, this is one I regularly revisit and I’m thinking it’s time for a re-watch (and maybe a re-read but I’m scared lol).

Klaus, Violet, and Count Olaf in ASOUE.

The last adaptation I want to talk about is A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket. Now before you think I’m about the say that the film starring Jim Carrey is a valid adaptation, just note that I have eyes and I’m talking about the Netflix show. I grew up reading A Series of Unfortunate Events as the books were released and they will always hold a special place in my heart so imagine how I felt when I saw the 2004 film in theaters. Did I laugh? Absolutely. Did I spend the entire car ride home telling my mom how they changed everything from the vibe to the story order? You bet. Naturally, I was incredibly nervous about the show but I did have a bit more hope seeing as they were going to spend time adapting every book into a couple of episodes. As I sat down with my partner to watch the series, I was still a little iffy about it but halfway through the first season, I was sold on it. I just think it’s a fun way to revisit the story I loved so much growing up and I definitely recommend it.

As I was writing this post, I started thinking about some other adaptations, primarily of classics so I might do another post later on with some of those ideas if people want to see it!

What about you? What adaptations do you think are just as good or even better than the book?

Book formats: Physical vs. Audio vs. eBook

Last year was the first year that I was able to really get back into reading for fun and it’s also the first year that I started trying different reading formats. I’ve read ebooks in the past and played around with audiobooks but I still primarily read physically up until last year. The more I played around with different formats, the more I learned about myself and the way I interact and best utilize these formats. That being said, I want to talk about the way I use these formats and sort of compare them.

The Fifth Season by NK Jemisin
This one *definitely* had to be a physical read!

Let’s start with physical books. This is typically the slowest format for me to read because unless the story is incredibly fast-paced and has short chapters, I am more likely to read in shorter sprints and definitely not read as much at night. I think I just get tired of holding the book and sometimes I just don’t want a harsh light on at night. I do, however, like having physical books because they are the way for me to best retain information. I can easily flip back if I’ve missed something and reread it. I also enjoy tabbing and annotating physical books when I reread them. I don’t annotate on the first go because I’m not sure if I’ll want to keep them but when I know I like them, I love going back and marking quotes and noting connections to other things I’ve read. It definitely slows down my reading process but I really enjoy it. Lastly, I just like collecting physical copies of books I love. I want my shelves to be filled with books I truly enjoy and I just like having them around me. I forget about ebooks I own and having that visual marker will make me more likely to come back and revisit a story. I know that seems strange but it’s the way my brain works.

Monday's Not Coming by Tiffany D. Jackson
I got this from my library and read it before picking up a physical copy for my collection.

I’ve spoken a bit about ebooks already but let’s talk more about them. For some reason I can’t quite put my finger on, I read ebooks WAY faster than any other format. I adore being able to get in bed under all the blankets and prop my e-reader up on my partner’s pillow and just stick my finger out to turn the page. I like being able to read at night without a light on. I like having a zillion books in my purse at any given time. I also think ebooks are incredibly cost-effective and sales on ebooks are sometimes the only way I can afford newer releases. Getting ebooks from my library is a whole other conversation but it definitely is a huge plus. I do, sometimes, end up wanting to physically buy my favorites physically so they can exist on my shelves if they aren’t a five-star favorite, I’m fine with just having the ebook. Apart from my desire to physically own favorites, I don’t really have any negatives regarding ebooks. I love them for their price and convenience and don’t really have any special feelings attached to holding a heavy physical book.

Me by Elton John
This was a phenomenal addition to my morning walks for a few weeks.

Audiobooks took me the longest to really figure out how to best fit them into my reading habits. There are only certain genres that work for me on audiobook alone. I primarily go for contemporary and nonfiction but will sometimes choose a thriller. Fantasy is definitely difficult for me to pick up on audiobook unless I’m already familiar with the story. I just always feel like I’m missing something and really need to see the words for it to click. I will, however, use an audiobook along with a physical copy or ebook when I find a book a bit more difficult to get through. I don’t mean that I think a book is bad, I usually mean when the writing is complicated or just not what I’m used to. This usually means high fantasy or classics. I find reading along with the audiobook the best way for me to take in the information. I’ve also found audiobooks to be a great motivator for exercise. I like having an audiobook I primarily save for when I go on walks at the park and knowing I can go back to that story when I get up and leave my apartment for some fresh air and exercise is so motivating. I used to listen to music on my walks and I still sometimes really crave popping on some Arctic Monkeys or Neck Deep but lately, I’ve just really been about listening to a book. I use a combination of my library and Scribd for my audiobooks and if you want to try it for a month free, here’s my link!

Having multiple formats going at the same time really helps me read more and helps me stay excited about reading. No matter my mood, I have a format that I can pick up and enjoy. What about you? Do you tend to stick to one format or do you like to switch it up?

I’m Back?

So… it’s been a while. I didn’t mean to abandon this blog but I just found myself thinking of blogging as a chore, something I HAD to do, rather than something I truly enjoyed so I just stepped away. I kept posting reviews and wrap-ups on my instagram and I’ve really been enjoying that but over the past few weeks, I’ve been wanting to come back here.

That being said, I won’t be blogging in the same way that I was before. I was posting two or three times a week and barely doing any planning or scheduling and that wasn’t ideal when it comes to the quality of my content and my relationship with blogging. That being said, I’m going to try to schedule and plan posts a little more and I’m also going to hold myself to a lower standard when it comes to the amount of content I’m putting out here. I’m still going to be posting regularly on my bookstagram but I want to start coming back to my blog with the goal of posting at least once a week. If I have more ideas and can put together more than that, I will but I want to start with a reasonable goal for right now.

I also want to post more reviews. I typically post short reviews on my instagram for almost every book I read and I definitely don’t want to try to post reviews here for everything I read but if I really enjoyed a book and/or have a lot to say, I want to share that here as well. I still want to post wrap-ups, reading journal spreads, and recommendation lists but I want to put some more energy towards reviews.

As far as personal updates, things have been going about like they were when I left in October. I read a lot of books and finished teaching for the semester which continued to be a challenge. I’m now starting to plan to teach two college English classes in the spring. Thankfully, I’ll be totally online so while that can be difficult to plan, I won’t have that added “will I get COVID?” stress. I’ve also been playing a lot more videogames. It’s primarily been Assassin’s Creed but I’ve also been getting back into Nintendo games outside of Animal Crossing. Professor Layton is definitely a standout. 

I know this is a little short but I just wanted to update anyone who still checks this blog and put it out there that I want to come back in some capacity. Do you have any tips for planning and posting? Have you read anything amazing lately? Have a blog post you’ve been really proud of over the past few months? Come chat with me! I’ve missed you guys!

September 2020 Wrap-up

September felt like the longest month in the world. I was able to continue teaching online and I was able to spend a little time with my family and it made me feel a lot better. I did have some struggles with my ability to focus on much of anything and that was difficult but I’ve been trying to get back to using organization methods and checklists to stay on top of things and feel a little more in control. October is my birthday month and I don’t want to spend the whole time unable to focus or enjoy it so towards the end of September, I made conscious efforts to get my life back in order.

I talked about the music I was listening to last month in my wrap-up and I am here to report that I’m still constantly listening to Arctic Monkeys but I was also incredibly surprised by Machine Gun Kelly’s new pop-punk album, Tickets to My Downfall. The song, “title track” feels really nostalgic for some reason (Travis Barker’s drumming) and I definitely recommend it if you were into pop-punk in the early 2000s.

Now for the books! I read a variety of genres this month and many of them were ebooks from my library so essentially, my TBR went out the window but that’s okay. I still read some fantastic books I’d been wanting to pick up anyway. I will say that I did listen to some Arthur Miller plays via audio and read some Oscar Wilde short stories but since there were so many and they were short, I’m not really going to talk about them specifically or include them in my stats, but I do want to say that All My Sons by Arthur Miller and “The Canterville Ghost” by Oscar Wilde are both fantastic and I want to recommend them generally.

Ratings:

3 five-star reads

6 four-star reads

1 unrated read

Format:

1 audiobook

7 ebooks

2 physical books

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Much like August, I started September by listening to whatever audiobooks my library had available to me that also happened to be on my physical TBR. I listened to Roald Dahl’s James and the Giant Peach over the course of two cleaning sessions and I’ll admit, it was a great time. This book follows James whose parents have been killed and he has to live with his two less-than-likable aunts. They treat him like Cinderella before the ball but when a magical, mysterious man brings him a bag of weird crawly things and one crawls into a peach, magic ensues and James goes on an exciting journey. Unlike my listening experience with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, as soon as I started this audiobook, I immediately felt nostalgic for the movie (HAVE YOU HEARD THIS SONG FROM THE 1996 HIT FILM?). I don’t think I ever read this book as a child and I was really interested in the parts that were left out of the movie, particularly the cloud men. I also can’t quite remember what happened to the ladybug at the end of the movie but I think book-ladybug’s ending was interesting to think about. Dahl’s ever-present characterization of fat people is an issue to be aware of when picking this up.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

I was lucky enough to be sent Trust Me by the author, Nell Grey. I posted a dedicated review for this book here so head over and check that out! We love a good mystery/romance here.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Early in the month, I had a hold come through from my library for Camp by L. C. Rosen. This book is a YA contemporary that takes place at a summer camp for queer teens. Randy has been going to this camp for a few years and has a crush on a guy named, Hudson. Hudson definitely has a type and it’s masculine. Randy reinvents himself as “Del” to try and get Hudson’s attention and we follow their relationship over the summer. This story is definitely messy but there’s so much more to it than that. Both characters really grow over the course of the story and I really appreciate that. I also think Rosen is able to tackle a variety of issues in this story and that gives Camp so much depth. Not only does Rosen deal with the issue of some people thinking there’s a right and wrong way to be queer, but they also tackle supportive and unsupportive parents, homophobia and bullying, and the importance of “queer-only” spaces. I think the biggest conversation surrounding queer-only spaces is the fact that while they are important and can build confidence to be yourself at all times, some people, especially teens living with unsupportive parents, don’t have the luxury of or are safe in being their true selves at all times. It’s unfortunate but I’m glad this was talked about. While this is a YA book, there is one fairly descriptive sex scene so if that’s not your jam, I just wanted to give that warning. Also, here’s a link for trigger warnings, if you need them.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

Since I’m currently four books into this series, I won’t say a lot but The Battle of the Labyrinth by Rick Riordan is action-packed and a great time. It was glad to see more of Nico and his journey and the tension between Percy and Annabeth is fun to read about even though I usually don’t care about romance at all in books that aren’t specifically in the romance genre. I was having a really hard time focusing and read along with the audiobook but that wasn’t because the book wasn’t interesting. My brain has just been all over the place. I am nervous and excited to see how this series will end and then hopefully pick up the other books in this universe early next year. 

Rating: 4 out of 5.

I got A Song Below Water from Libby after waiting for ages and I’m so glad I got a chance to read it. I wasn’t sure what to expect since I heard it was fantasy but that it wasn’t really or that it was confusing. I am so glad I didn’t let that deter me. This book follows Tavia and Effie, one is a siren and one pretends to be one at the Ren faire. When a suspected siren is murdered, things become dangerous and tensions run high as Tavia tries to keep her identity a secret and Effie is trying to figure out who she really is. This book takes place in our world but there are magical and fantastical elements revealed as if it’s completely normal. It reminded me of my recent read-through of Ishiguro’s Never Let Me Go; I was given pieces of world-building and had to put things together for myself. I loved that aspect of the experience. Ultimately, this is a story about black girls finding and using their voices to stand up for themselves and bring awareness and justice to their community and I highly recommend it. Here’s a link to the trigger warnings, if you need them.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

I know that I should be prioritizing my physical TBR but I’ve had to ebook for Felix Ever After by Kacen Callender for a few months and it was calling to me so I put it on my TBR for September. I don’t typically give five stars to contemporaries but this one certainly deserved it. Going in, I knew this book followed a black, trans, teen named Felix, and someone at his school posts old pictures of him as well as his deadname for everyone to see. There is so much more to this story, though. This is a story about acceptance and privilege and identity and love between friends, family, and partners. This book is emotional and funny and so much more than I expected. I know if you’ve seen anyone talk about this book, you’ve probably seen a lot of praise and I’m not sure that I have anything unique to add so I will just say that I highly recommend this beautiful book. Here’s a link to trigger warnings.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

Ever since I read Get a Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert earlier this year, I’ve wanted to pick up the sequel. Plus, I’ve been listening to a ton of Arctic Monkeys and have been in the mood for a romance. Thankfully, Take a Hint, Dani Brown came through from the library and I was able to read it before the mood for a romance passed. As much as I loved Chloe’s story, I think I loved Dani’s even more. Dani teaches college English (I can relate) and has sworn off romance after some bad experiences but when a video of her being carried out of a building by a gruff security guard goes viral, they decide to fake a relationship and reap the benefits. The banter and pining were so fantastic in this story and I also appreciated the discussions surrounding grief and anxiety. It isn’t just a romance; Hibbert tackles some more serious topics and that’s what keeps me coming back to her romances. I’ll definitely be checking out Eve Brown’s story when it comes out. Here’s a link to trigger warnings.

This is another book I got from my library and I’m going to be honest, I’m still processing my feelings. This book follows Vanessa in the present day as she finds out her English teacher from about fifteen years ago is being accused of sexually assaulting his students. The chapters alternate to show what happened between Vanessa and her teacher when she was fifteen years old. I won’t say that I enjoyed this book but I do think it is incredibly well written and gives the reader a lot to think about. There were many times where I was frustrated with “present day” Vanessa and I had to stop and think about why she was doing the things she was doing. Kate Elizabeth Russell doesn’t shy away from showing not only what happens in the moment, but also the mental turmoil that lasts for years after it’s over. It gives a view that books such as Lolita don’t offer. There were times that I had to sit back and think about things that have happened to me and the way I responded to those things. I also appreciated the perspective and discussion about the trauma that comes with women speaking out against abusers and that many times, there’s not any/much justice served. This is a heavy read, for sure and I had to stop many times to really think about what was going on. I sometimes find myself reading books and not really thinking about the broader applications and implications to real life but this one certainly made me think constantly. There are quite a few heavy trigger warnings for this book, so here’s a link.

Rating: 4 out of 5.

The last library book I read this month was Monday’s Not Coming by Tiffany D. Jackson. This book follows Claudia who is concerned because her best friend, Monday, hasn’t contacted her all summer and hasn’t shown up to the new school year, and no one seems to care. That’s all I knew about the book going in but I will say that this is not just a simple mystery story. I think it is pretty clear early on what the general nature of what happened to Monday, but there is another twist that I didn’t see coming, so there is still an element of mystery. Even though I did have an idea about Monday’s mystery, reading the description and the way it impacted Claudia really punched me in the gut. I had to put the book down and just breathe for a minute. Even if you don’t normally check trigger warnings, I would definitely consider checking them before going into this book. Something about this one is particularly unsettling but it does shine a light on how systems that are put into place to protect people can fall short in the most horrifying ways and I appreciate this book for being able to do that. I have also seen some people talking about the structure of this book and that it can sometimes be confusing and I agree that it takes a while to get used to and doesn’t fully make sense until the less obvious reveal. That’s why I didn’t give it 5 stars but I still think it’s totally readable and makes sense if you just stick with it.

Rating: 5 out of 5.

This Bridge Called My Back is a collection edited by Cherrie Moraga and Gloria Anzaldua and was BY FAR my favorite read of the month. This is a collection of poems, speeches, and essays written by women of color that deal with topics such as intersectionality and the dangers and failure of white feminism among other things. Even though many of these pieces were written in the 80s, there are points that are still totally relevant today and sometimes it’s frustrating that we are still fighting the same fight, but that’s definitely part of the process of reading TBCMB in 2020. Part of why I wanted to (and had to) take my time reading this collection is because I constantly wanted to stop and make notes and underline sections while I read. I’m not really sure yet how to best review collections of work by various authors but I do want to end this review by mentioning a few of my favorite pieces from the collection. One piece I really enjoy is the introduction to the fifth section, “Speaking in Tongues” which is written by Gloria Anzaldua. This is a letter to women of color writers that discusses the importance of women of color to continue to write and take control of their stories. She also acknowledges the danger and difficulty that can come with that. It is a fantastic letter and really makes you think about the importance of writing. Another piece I really enjoyed was Pat Parker’s “Revolution: It’s Not Neat or Pretty or Quick.” This speech talks about the fact that real change takes a ton of time and you can’t give up quickly. This piece feels incredibly relevant now and I’ll just leave this review with a quote from this piece. “To end Klan or Nazi activity doesn’t end imperialism. It doesn’t end institutional racism; it doesn’t end sexism; it does not bring this monster down, and we must not forget what our goals are and who our enemies are. To simply label these people as lunatic fringes and not accurately assess their roles as part of this system is a dangerous error. These people do the dirty work. They are the arms and legs of the congressmen, the businessmen, the Tri-lateral Commission.”

If you read the whole thing, thanks! I appreciate you for putting up with my rambling. So, come chat with me about any of these books in the comments!

Stay safe!

Sam

The Complicated Process of Unhauling Books

I guess I’m just writing about general reading topics this week on my blog because today, I just want to talk about the process of unhauling books and how I go about that. In case you missed it, Monday, I talked about how I go about deciding whether or not I DNF a book. I really enjoyed reading everyone’s comments on that post and talking about it, so I decided I wanted to write a similar type of post talking about my personal journey with getting rid of or unhauling books.

There are a lot of books in my apartment. I just got a new bookcase so that I would have a little more room to grow, and I’m still in the process of moving my books from my mom’s house to my apartment. I fluctuate between really enjoying having so many books and being overwhelmed by all of the space they take up. Right now, the latter is more accurate, so I’ve been more conscious of the books I keep and why I keep them.

When I first started going through my books with the intent to get rid of some of them, I started with books I’ve already read. I went through and looked for books I read and just didn’t enjoy and were somehow still on my shelves. Those were easy to get rid of. The next step was a little more difficult – I looked for books that I had no intention of rereading. This process is definitely based on gut feeling and usually involves me asking myself, “Would I pick this up right now?” If the answer is no, I’ll usually get rid of that book. If I want to reread it at some point, I’ll get it from the library or Scribd, but that hasn’t happened.

Where I really have a difficult time is looking at books I haven’t read yet. It doesn’t matter how long I’ve had them, I just don’t want to get rid of a book if I haven’t even tried it. But sometimes, I can get rid of them. This usually happens when I’ve been to a thrift store or yard sale to get cheap, used books. I’m usually less selective about what I buy in those situations, so after a few months, I look back through them and realize I’m not actually interested in reading the books. Otherwise, I find it difficult to part with books I haven’t yet attempted to read.

You won’t be able to tell it in my wrap-up for July, but this is the reason I’m really trying to prioritize reading the physical books I own this year. I want to get through as many as possible, so I know what I do and don’t want to keep. As I continue tackling my physical, unread books, I decide at the end of each month what I want to keep and what I want to get rid of, and that makes the process a little more manageable. 

What I do with my books has definitely changed in the last couple of years since I moved. I used to donate my books to either my local library or a small used bookstore a few towns over. Once I moved, I didn’t really know where anything was and where I could donate books, but there are a few shelves in the building where I took classes and currently work that functions as a “take one/leave one” ordeal, and it has been very convenient to leave books there (and grab a few, too). Of course, once COVID hit, I wasn’t able to do that. I currently have a pretty big stack of books (and bags of clothes) in my apartment that just stare at me every day, but I will definitely take them to work or donate them when it’s safe to do so.

How often do you unhaul books? How do you decide and where do you take them? I definitely want to chat more about this topic! Are there any other general reading topics you’d like to talk about? I’m enjoying these types of posts and want to write more, so if you have any ideas, let me know!

To DNF or not to DNF

Sometimes I just cannot finish a book. I find myself avoiding picking it up or only being able to stand a few pages at a time before I just want to scroll through Instagram or just put it down entirely. Sometimes I feel bad about it. I don’t like to abandon books after I’ve started them and go back and forth between “it’s just a few hundred pages” and “it’s HUNDREDS of pages!” and end up wasting more time than I should on them. 

I continued to push through books I didn’t enjoy while staring at other books I was excited to read for years. I didn’t really start feeling okay with DNFing (Did Not Finish) a book until I finished undergrad. I was reading Life of Pi (I don’t even really enjoy magical realism so don’t ask me what I was doing) and I just wasn’t having the best time. I suddenly realized that I wasn’t in school and I didn’t have to talk about this book later. I didn’t have to know anything about it. I could… just quit. It was an almost liberating experience.

Sometimes I still think about Life of Pi. I wonder if I’d have enjoyed it if I kept going. I sometimes still try and push through books when the problem is that I’m confused or a little bored and sometimes it pays off, and sometimes it doesn’t. There are times I will DNF a book and have absolutely no reservations about doing it and never think about it again. I want to talk about a few of those instances.

Most recently, I DNFd a book because the point of view just wasn’t working for me. It was a thriller with a police officer POV. Sometimes these work for me but usually, they don’t. This guy was experienced and jaded and his whole character annoyed me. I didn’t care about the cop jargon or the way he talked about other characters. I kept venting about it to my partner who doesn’t even read. I read about 20% before I decided I just wasn’t the audience for this book. As much as I want to be the audience for every book, I’m simply not, and that’s okay!

I’ve also DNFd a book because the narrator was incredibly pretentious and problematic and I wasn’t convinced he was going to suffer any consequences for his actions. This book was the beloved On the Road by Jack Kerouac. It’s sad because there’s a quote from this book that I really adore:

…the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars…

Jack Kerouac

This narrator was so full of himself. He talked like he was above people who weren’t as privileged as him, people of color he encountered, and every woman who happened to come into his view. I don’t even think I read fifty pages before I had to put it down. I just couldn’t put myself through any more of it. I only think about that book when I remember how bad it was.

The last type of book I tend to DNF is one where the writing is just incredibly dry. This usually happens when I pick up non-fiction. Much of the non-fiction I pick up is still written in an interesting way while still giving me tons of information. I don’t find myself bored to tears. Sometimes, though, I pick up non-fiction (usually talking about some aspect of major wars or industrialization) and just can’t get through it. These are topics that I’d like to learn more about; I just find that the delivery sometimes bores me. This type of DNFing is the one that still frustrates me the most. I want the information from the book – I just don’t want to hate every second of getting it.

I still have a difficult time deciding when and if I should DNF a book. I usually just go based on a gut feeling that I think, comes from knowing myself as a reader. I hope that by writing about and reflecting on the books I read consistently whether it’s on my blog or on my Instagram, will help me refine my sense of when to DNF.

Come chat with me in the comments about when you decide to DNF a book and if you have any criteria before you do. I’m curious to know how other people go about deciding when to just put down the book.

Mid-Year Book Freakout Tag

I am incredibly late in making this post, so I hope you guys are still interested enough to give this a look. I was debating whether or not to do this tag because I’ve only really been tracking my reading for the past few months, but ultimately, I decided it would be fun to try and answer these questions with the books I have read either for fun or for school before July.

Best book you’ve read so far this year

This might just be because it’s a recent read and because I JUST talked about Fun Home last time, but I’m going to say that my favorite book this year is Home Before Dark by Riley Sager. I’ve never had so much fun reading a thriller, and I’ve also never been so scared! Talk about the definition of a page-turner; I sat on the floor for hours completely entranced by this story. I never needed to know the end of a book so badly in my life. As someone who primarily comes to books to be sad or scared, these haunted house vibes really did it for me.

Best sequel you’ve read so far this year

I haven’t really read many sequels this year, but I did re-read The Hunger Games trilogy, so I’m going to go with Catching Fire. Remember how I said I like to be sad when I’m reading? Well, this one gets me every time. I also just enjoyed meeting all of the contestants in this set of games. Each character really had something to offer, and they didn’t feel like they were just thrown in without any thought. Plus, I think most people agree that Catching Fire is the highlight of the series.

New release you haven’t read yet but want to

For this question, I’m going with Mexican Gothic. I just got this in the mail last week, and I am so excited to be creeped out again this year. I also just have a feeling this book will be really atmospheric, and that’s something I genuinely enjoy. The historical element is also incredibly appealing to me. Fingers crossed, I can read this before the end of July!

Most anticipated release for the second half of the year

I recently added Invisible Girl by Lisa Jewell to my list, and since we have a thriller/horror/general creepy theme going on, I’ll say that one. I don’t know a ton about it apart from a woman goes missing, and everyone thinks it’s a guy who lives near the place where she went missing. I also know GabbyReads included it in a reading vlog recently, and we tend to have similar taste in thrillers, so I definitely want to check it out.

Biggest disappointment so far this year

Since I’m not going with books I read in July, it’s a little more difficult to choose my biggest disappointment this year. I guess I’ll go with The Female Persuasion by Meg Wolitzer. This book had the potential to really give some new ideas about feminism, and instead, it was just a bunch of rich white people not doing much. I don’t really have anything else to say apart from the fact that it was so long and didn’t offer anything new.

Biggest surprise so far this year

Easy. The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan. I was a little older than the target audience when this book came out, but my younger brother LOVED it. We usually don’t agree on books, so it was a LONG time before I picked it up. I’m so mad I didn’t read this book sooner. It’s such a good story that pulls from mythology and history while still being a ton of fun. And talk about magical! I haven’t finished the series yet, but I’m just going to say who needs Harry Potter when we have Percy Jackson?

Favorite new to you or debut author

I haven’t read a ton from the same author this year, but my experience reading Daisy Jones & the Six made me want to read everything Taylor Jenkins Reid writes. I flew through Daisy Jones in two days, and not long after, I ordered The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo. I am so excited to jump into more of Reid’s work.

Newest fictional crush

I don’t really crush on book characters at all, so I’m going to pass on this one!

Newest favorite character

I really admired Starr Carter’s ambition, and vulnerability in The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas. I also re-read The Fellowship of the Ring this year, and I have such a soft spot for Samwise Gamgee. What a great example of a friend!

A book that made you cry

I don’t ever actually cry at books this often, but the saddest book I read this year is probably Fun Home by Alison Bechdel (I had to talk about it, okay!). I read this for a class, and we were asked to listen to some songs from the musical as well, and that combination really hit hard. This graphic novel is funny and sad and insightful and made me feel so many things. 

A book that made you happy

I read volume one of One Piece this year, and Luffy just makes me so happy. There’s something about high seas adventure mixed with a bit of comedy that makes me smile the whole time I’m reading. Also, unpopular opinion, but Usopp makes me laugh a lot.

The most beautiful book you’ve bought or received this year

I treated myself to Gyo, Uzumaki, and Tomie by Junji Ito this year because I was really sad about finished grad school during COVID. Not only are the covers beautiful in such a creepy way, but the artwork inside is also fantastic! 

What books do you need to read before the end of the year

I definitely want to finish the Percy Jackson series this year, but apart from that, my main goal is to just work through my tremendous backlog of physical books so that I can start parting with some of them. I usually randomly pick books from a spreadsheet and work through them that way, so we will see what happens for the rest of the year!